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in the past 3 days i have managed to break a bowl and a plate. i don't know what is up with me lately! i was feeling rather upset last night but i'm feeling a bit better today. i got a call back from the vintage store i had an interview at and i got the job! i start on monday, but i still have no idea what they are paying me. part of me feels that i got tricked into some sort of volunteer job since it's a non-profit vintage store. i really hope this isn't the case. that would just be embarrassing. i really should get some sleep, but for some reason i don't let myself sleep anymore. i have been looking more and more towards first-wave feminist art for inspiration. i used to think there was no more need for feminist art, but i'm re-thinking that these days.