my head hurts. i should sleep. have to wake up early tomorrow. it's nice getting back into the swing of things after being so sickly earlier this week. going to the MoMA tomorrow for class. haven't been to that class for 2 weeks. i need to shoot more. i am going to shoot more. instead of just saying that. my mother told me to take pictures of people's ears. she is so sweet, really. minae, kelsey and karina are coming up for spring break in a week. i am no good at entertaining people. i don't do exciting things everyday and that's okay with me. although, somedays i wish i did. somedays i wish i just ran around town doing crazy shit because i'm young and i can get away with it. sometimes i don't feel so young anymore. i like having things to look forward to. it's no fun if you're not excited about anything. that's actually the worst feeling in the world. feeling totally indifferent towards everything. but then i guess you don't get disappointed that way. i'm not sure what i am trying to say. no one reads these things. it's all just the contents of my brain spilling all over the internet. that's fine.
3.06.2009
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i like for you to update. i also find this writing to be extremely true. it might be the most ungratifying thing to happen, to have nothing from your whole life's accomplishments to look forward to
thats why someday you have to realize even if there is nothing tangible yet coming up
you hav eto know that there will be ,soon. it is kind of a faith but it always works out.
Ya, indifference is killer, or numbness... same thing really. Unfortunately I know all too well how that feels. But having things to look forward to is awesome, I think it might be what makes the people that are lucky enough to be happy happy. I just realized this comment is quite late...perhaps you won't even read it.
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